Stella: Exploring Her Sexuality
My experience filming with FTV went even better than I had anticipated. When my best friend, Charlotte, showed me her video and suggested I fly out to Arizona with her to shoot, I was both excited and nervous. After viewing other girls’ videos on the website, I was eager to begin shooting but also afraid that my video wouldn’t turn out as great as all of theirs. When I arrived in Arizona, the FTV team was extremely welcoming and absolutely a joy to be around. They made me feel comfortable and showed me how to experience the south western lifestyle. When I began shooting abs filming in the morning, I quickly loosened up and began having fun showing off for the cameras. Having Charlotte there with me definitely helped and made it so easy. It felt embarrassing yet ego boosting to have so many strangers seeing me flash the camera and expose myself, especially when I had someone approach and compliment me. Even though I was enjoying myself, the heat was a little much and I was super eager to jump in the pool the entire day. Getting to use a vibrator for the first time was also very exciting for me. It was difficult, I’ll admit, to have an orgasm while I was being filmed. I needed Rob to leave the room any time I masturbated. The feeling of being watched makes it hard to loosen up and stay aroused. Once I was able to be alone and have play with the Eroscillator, the orgasms were amazing! In fact, I sent a link to my boyfriend so that he could buy me one for my birthday! It was also fun to experiment with new things. I discovered a lot about how much my body can handle and ways to be pleasured. I enjoyed the butt plug a lot more than I expected as well as the pink dildo. Using my hairbrush and curling iron though wasn’t my favorite. The silicone on the brush pulled on my labia in an uncomfortable way and I actually pinched the inside on my vagina on the curling iron. I would rather stick using actually sec toys. Dancing, doing spreads. and massaging and folding my body made me feel a bit silly but it was still fun showing off for the camera. Overall, my experience filming my first time video was interesting, fun, and had me laughing and smiling all day long. After a long day, I enjoyed my long awaited swim with my best friend in such a beautiful place!